The Story Behind My Life

2010-02-10T08:26:00.000-08:00

Wednesday, 10th Feb..

First of all, i wud like to wish my dear bestfren a HAPPY 17TH BDAE..

I hope that she will be bless with a pink of health, good fortune and may her DREAMS come true..

I love u darling.. n i will always be there fr you be it rain or shine.. =)

I should say that im worn out of energy ready..Work SUCKS just now.. it was damn fuckin tired..

Cos i spent like the time working by ironing the clothes using steam iron..

My hand nearly had blisters just now.. =(

N guess wat, todae i ironed almost like 50 clothing or more.. siao rite.. haiish...

well, my whole dae was bad..

The start of the day went bad wen 'he' suddenly msged.. frankly, i don hav any feelings fr him but it hurts a bit wen u said like tat ..

like come on, ive met guys that r worst compared than u are..

Im not tooo gd also n so, jus like please stop giving the excuse of me being tooo good..

HAIISH..

I hope that i cud meet sumone with much more 'sincerity' in theirself..

U said u arent pushing me around but it seems that u were doing it..

Like ive told u, u don have to ask ur fren(S) to replace u..

Its nice meeting n knowing u, new found fren...

Till here den.. =(

2010-02-04T08:31:00.000-08:00

5th February 2009, Friday..

Love isnt about everything..
Sometimes i wud ask to myself, why does it happen to me????

I fucking hate it..
God help me find the true pathway of life..
N please shine some light into my life..

=(
*sigh n looks down*

2010-01-31T05:03:00.000-08:00

Sunday, 31.01.2010

Well, ive not been doing a proper exercise routine all this while bcos im bz working like mad ass..
Before i started jogging, i drank my GNC weight gainer back again..
and i started off with a slow jog n ensure that it was at constant speed..
By the 2nd round, my goodness, im suddenly sooo fatigue n felt like collapsing..
This is what will happen wen u dont exercise regularly..

I kept asking myself to think positively so that im able to complete my five rounds..
However, i didnt want to risk my health n so, i only completed 3 rounds..
HAIZ..=(

while jogging, i encountered with those mat motors and they actually horn at me..
ITS LIKE WAT THE FUCK..
haiyo.. this ppl like ntg better to do.. n so, i spend my sundays mostly resting..
Im tooo tired all this while.. im just waiting for poly to start n im sooo eager to start studying..
hehehe.. =D

ill end here den.. =)

2010-01-30T08:08:00.000-08:00

Saturday, 29th January 2010..

I've not been updating my blog fr so long as i was busy working.. I felt as if i had no life as

i kept on working like a workaholic. I do need a break.. A really good break..

Btw, currently i was posted to RP n it was TECHNOLOGY N ARTS MANAGEMENT..

After i went through the course counseling, now i understand what's the course all about..

It sounds real interesting as im able to work at a production after im done with my diploma..

But im sad still, as i couldn't get into my dream course..

watever with it cos now i don care at all..

So from 28.1.2010 till 3.2.2010, i have to work at TANGS SUNTEC SALE which was damn boring..

Frankly speaking, there wasn't many people at all as compared to the 2009 ROBINSONS SALE..

during the 2nd day, i had already bought a pair of black shoe which was from Tangerine and the actual price was around 70 plus..

N just now, i didnt realise that my cuzzin was also working there.. haha..

until i wanted to take some clothing from the fitting rooms..

There she was, ika.. =)

We went together fr our break and so we headed to the KFC..

Its been a long time since i talk to her and it was fun catching up with her.. =)

Im now feeling worn out ready so i'll end here.. =))

2009-12-11T07:13:00.000-08:00

Life has been very busy for me.. ive been working fr 1 mth n a few days ready and as such, i have adapted to the working environment..
At the start, it is a lil tough hwever, in life learning has to take place all the time..
Therefore, right now im learning hw to adapt to the sales line job as a sales assistant..
As usual sum customers were very fussy bt sum cmplimented me.. =D

Most of the customers thought that i am pure chinese..
Its true that im mix with chinese but i didnt noe the chinese blood came from China, Hong kong, Taiwan, Korea or even Japan.. Even mum doesnt noe.. haha..
Well, there is a story behind it actually..
and the customers were like talking to me in mandarin.. I cud onli stared at them blankly ..

I missssssss my dear friends a lot.. im so sorry ive been working most of the time.. I jus hope that we cud hang out sum day.. The most memorable days fr me was during my secondary school life.. =)

btw, im very very lazy to blog right now.. so thats all fr today.. im jus waiting to go fr a holidae on Christmas day so u guys dnt cntact me on the 25-26 Dec as i will b out of spore.. =)

Hectic Life.

2009-10-18T04:50:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone, I'm Mahirah here. I'll be updating on behalf of Natasha since her computer is currently down. Anyways, I'm here to inform her readers that her blog will be on hiatus till maybe after O's? She's busy with her school hectic life now, with Art Paper 2 in, she has loads more work to complete including her revisions. O levels is drawing near, to be exact, this coming 22nd Oct will be the O Levels Science Practical for Combined.Science students. Do pray for her success and mine too! Come on, be generous in your prayers aye? :D:D

Also, to other students who will be sitting for the O Levels, myself and Natasha wishes all of you the best of luck for your O Levels! May all of us get into the courses we aim for! Till here, take care everyone.

Best of luck, Mahirah.

2009-09-13T04:04:00.000-07:00

I recently online and this desperate guy wants my no.. and like i seriously dont noe him..
so i replied bck n said that im sori bt i dun give my no to strangers..
n he have the gut to sae, " Pukimak kau anjing".

like sial ah, if ure so desperate for girls, kau pergi lorong pat geylang g cari pmpuan..
He tinks wat girls anitime he can get.. like fuck off uh..
cos i dont tolerate with this kind of nonsense..

n his email is naz_super4@hotmail.com
if any of u noe this fucker, pls give him a gd religious advice..

Okae, so yesterday went out with mum n dad to donate our old baju kurung and other clothing to darul ma'wa.. On our way home, dad went to SPC petrol station n wanted to pump in air in the tyre..
skali, this indian muslim matrep cut queue us n straight away take the hose..
dad n me was super furious.. dad pressed the horn n he jerked..
so dad was like scolding him..

n i was like fuckin hate tis kind of ppl..
guesss wat i did, i slide down the window n shouted at him..
he wanted to retaliate bck but i hav no time to hear his nonsense n i slide up the window..
fuckin shit, the holy month of Ramadhan, this ppl still have no fucking respect..
if its not in ramadhan i wud have gotten out of the car n fucking scold him.. cos i dare to do that..

btw yesterday, watch bro's match at Woodland Stadium against geylang.. n true enuf, they gt thrashed.. it was the coach fault that WWFc P League team gt demoralised..
the captain wasnt doin his job at all n he wasnt blamed at all.. so biased..
n guess wat, i don noe that geylang has immature spectators..
so while watching the match i did corrected them indirectly..
it was fun .. haha..
AGAIN, I WONDER HW THE FAS CHOSE THEIR REFEREES N LINESMAN WHERE THEY CANT DO THEIR JOBS PROPERLY.. HAIISH..

till here den..

2009-09-08T21:28:00.000-07:00

(Beloved Girlfriend, L!)

Yesterday, went up with dearie girlfriend, mahirah.. I noe that these daes ive been busy with my own friends and rarely had a chit chat session with her..
So yesterday, both of us planned to go to Jurong point and break fast there at BANQUET..
I miss her a lot and i miss those daes.. People might be wondering why cos ive known her since primary 2..
So, we met up around 5 and headed off to JP.. She was my tour guide yesterday as ive not been to the new building before..
We jln2 fr awhile and those cute vintage bags caught both our eyes..
I WANT THOSE BAGS.. cos its beautiful.. haha..

At around 6 plus headed off to Banquet and we couldnt find a place but to wait until we gt one..
after break fast, my stomach was like blotted.. haha.. biase ckp tasha kn.. lolz..
So, both of us went surveying fr bags n accessories. N i found this clutch at an affordable price..

hehe.. I enjoyed the outing yesterday and we shared many things too.. haha..
however, we saw disgusting netizens.. but there was this foreign worker standing infront of me in the MRT with an unzipped pants.. my goodness.. it was kinda of hilarious and both of us kept on laughing.. hehe..
So tk tau malu.. =)

Mahi, we shud have another outings too again .. insyallah.. =)

2009-09-08T21:07:00.000-07:00

On last friday, mum followed me to Tampines Mall and search high n low fr our Hari Raya High heels.. Im so devastated to find out that the DMK Sales was over the day before.. Gosh!!! But its okae.. Wen we explore at BHG we saw parts of "AMARIECAYA" high heels shoes where mum had worked there last time before she gt married .. The prices at " AMARIECAYE" can cause a boom.. Cos the high heels are made from Italy and Japan..

N den, guess wat, mum talked to the sales asst and asked if her old fwen were still working there.. n she finally found her old fwen working at ISETAN and we headed there.. haha.. =)
At last, mum n me found high heels that were of affordable price at MONDO..
N tis yr my high heels is reali that 'high' heels.. haha..

Last saturday, brother had a match against Balestier Khalsa @ Woodlands Stadium which ended with a draw.. my goodness, the referee was fucking referee kayu which had made us shouted like hell. the linesman was oso damn stupid.. AT TIMES, IM WONDERING HOW FAS CHOSE THEIR REFEREES AND LINESMAN WEN BOTH ARE ONE-SIDED.. Its nt tat im talking macam faham but im the one witnessing it..

N Last sunday, my family break fast at granny house and it was like a sumptous meal.. variety of dishes was prepared..
N after sending cuzzins back, mum, dad, me n sis headed off to Geylang where we bought our baju raya n KUIHS..
i gt my baju kurung songket .. hehe..
N i saw Putera.. hehe.. I wanted to tegur him but his sis was just infront of me..
so tk jdi luh.. haha..

till here then.. =)

2009-09-02T20:35:00.000-07:00

This cutie guinea pig ( standing on its own house)will left us soon.. ill miss u..=(

Arent the white one cute?

His name is milky.. He actuali knew that i want to take a picture of him.. cute kn? hehe..

Jus finished maths paper 1.. pheww .. nasib tk susah sngt..

but bored at home le..

i wan go cari sumtings fr hari raya..

my art masi tk gerak2 lgy.. haiyo.. =(

2009-09-01T05:29:00.000-07:00

On sunday, me n family went to watch bro's match at CCK Stadium.. the goalkeeper was not on form i guess..That was why WWFC was thrashed ..
Goodness..
Yesterday, the teacher's day celebration was cool.. it was awesome..
In the afternoon later, dear jasma ajak go buka outside..

while i enter the 168 queue, den i saw this group of ppl.. in my heart, i was like why this matreps stare at us..
n guess wat, there were footballers..
I so like paisei gitu.. luckily, i didnt blurt it out loud..
haha..
some of them are just 'cute guys'.. LOL..

Tasha is soo stress up.. wei, prelims esk..
haish.. =(

ONLY GOD KNOWS WHAT I WANT.. BUT CN I HAVE IT?

2009-08-26T02:33:00.000-07:00

26 th August 2009, Wednesday..

It has been soooo long since i updated.. ive been very very busy with school n it tires me out..
Weeeeee!!!!! RAMADHAN is here... N its also a sign to show that PRELIMS IS NEXT WEEK.. n O LEVEL IS IN 61 DAYS time..

AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Well, my MT o level result was A2.. it was okae luh.. im glad that i passed..
N recently ENG O level Oral, the topic was easy.. however, im scared that i might not have enuf points.. But i knew i kept on talking..

HMMMMM...
Last Sunday, me n family went to watch bro's match again.. N it was a draw against Gmbak United.. phewww...
n omg, one of the players was showing of his tantrums..
he got a red card as it was seriously his mistake..
not much comments on this den...

N guess wat, ive been like super duper busy with coursework this daes..
preparation for Os n PRELIMS..
my life is now soo hectic...

I NEED A REST AFTER O LEVEL.. GOT TO ENDURE TILL NOVEMBER..=(

2009-08-15T05:46:00.000-07:00

15th August 2009, Sunday..

today, me n mum went to majlis cukur rambut..

i had tuition in the morning n head off to yew tee ltr ptng..

n luckily, i had time to search fr birthday gifts of dear friends..

i hope u both like the gift.. =)

Wishing Happy Advanced 16th Birthday to NURJASMAWATI (22ND AUGUST) N FAIZ(18TH AUGUST)

MAY URE BLESS WITH HAPPINESS ALL YEAR ROUND..=)

2009-08-09T08:08:00.000-07:00

9th August 2009, Sunday..

Today, my family n I just went to uncle house for the 'Kenduri'.. I didnt manage to go to Marina.. But i was planning to..
nvm den..
On the 7th August, the school commeration day was awesome.. It was great n i enjoyed myself soo much.. It will be the last yr of my celebration in ADSS..
In addition, on the 6th August, me n mum actuali went to watch bro's match..
Pheww, in the end the coach allowed bro to play just 15 mins before half time..
the match against Gombak at Jurong West stadium ended with a score of 1-1..
N i dont understand why the gmbak players kept targeting my bro.. goodness..

To my dearest, closest n beloved aunt..
1964-2009...
U had left us unexpectedly but god loves u more..
till now, im unsure of ur death but cud feel ur presence even wen uve gone..
i knew u have suffered a lot therefore, death will ease ur pain..
May ur soul rest in peace..i love u , aunt..

2009-08-05T07:48:00.000-07:00

5th August 2009, Wednesday..

On sunday, i went to watch my cuzzin's show , khairul shahrin at the NUS Cultural Centre..
it was like a musical in collaboration with bali n oso the aswara from Malaysia..
n the title of the musical show was, the legend: the journey begins..
Im unsure of the tickets pricing at Sistic, however, i got two tix for free..
Haha.. a complimentary tix.. N off i went to watch with sumone..

just now, while im alone at home, i discovered that my urine infection was called 'CYSTITIS in Women'..
Cystitis is the inflammation of the bladder. It is cause by bacteria travelling up the urethra and infecting the bladder. The infecting organism is most commonly a microbe.

What are the risks?
Cystitis is annoying and inconvenient. (tasha says:yes, i agree extremely)
However, very occasionally, an untreated infection of the bladder spreads to the kidneys. (tasha says: PHEWW)

So far, ive gotten a professional help which is the doctor.
From the health book that i own, it also says that : your doctor may give you a course of antibiotics right away, especially if ure symptoms are severe.( tasha says: The doc gave me antibiotics but till now like not much effect)
It also says if i have two or three attacks of Cystitis again, i might have to see a speacialist. then , i might need to take urine test again n undergo special xray of kidneys n bladder and visual examination of the inside of the bladder. ( tasha says: scary..)

this is wat i found out from my health Macmillan book .. haiyo..

n now, 2 daes continously my underfoot skin was peeling away in a huge amount.. gosh!!!

tomorrow, i might just watch bro's match at Jurong West stadium..
WWFC against Gombak..

till here den.. =)

2009-08-01T09:39:00.000-07:00

1st August 209, Saturday..

Today, mum accompanied me to the POlyclinic again n i was coughing away the whole time.. Gosh!!!
N surrounding me ppl was coughing away too..
So, reached poly arnd 8.20 n waited fr the doc quite long le..
n wen its my turn, the doc said that sum ppl might recover slowly like me..
den she check my stomach cos i sae i kept going to the loo..
n she sae that mayb bole kene infection n ask me to do urine microscope.. sumtink like tat luh..
her doc findings was upper respiratory infection..
that was what written on the ppr..
after a while, after the inspection of my urine, she called me bck..

She said that there was an infection in my urine..
AGAIN.. last yr oso i gt urine infection..
haha..
so the doc hav to give me a new set of antibiotics.. n its dark blue in colour..
the previous antibiotic was red n white in colour..
so, i was given two more bottles of cough medicine, nose dropper, phlegm pill, antibiotic ..
but NO mc.. cos dat tim mc too long ready.. i oso don wan luh..

after that , me n mum went to hav breakfast den i went to buy some clothes..
n we headed bck home..
the nose dropper shiok.. haha..=)

till here den..

2009-07-31T02:23:00.000-07:00

31st July 2009, Friday..

Today, i went for school for jus 1 hr plus and went home cos i was sick.. I did not have fever but i was still having cough n flu despite my 6 daes MC n my medication. My medication had already finished but still left sum of my sis medication. However, the medication was not working for me n tomorrow i might have to go to the polyclinic AGAIN to take my new set of antibiotic.

Yesterday, i decided not to go fr Remedial as i was still sick.. N guess wat, after recess i kept on coughing n coughing till i vomitted out my dragonfruit in the class dustbin. I went to the toilet n wanted to vmit again but nothing came out..

Today, 17 ABSENTEES FOR MY CLASS.. Gosh!! Everyone is sick n soon, hopefully the class will be closed down.. thats wat i heard luh..

Ok den, on Wednesday.. After school, i rushed back home cos me n mum went to watch bro's match at Tampines Stadium.. It was a match between WWFC n Tampines Rovers FC ( P League) team.. First half, it was a well-played match frm the both team n the score was 0-0.. However, during second half Tampines Rovers striked two goals. The first goal was a lucky goal for them as the ball 'trlepas' frm the goalkeeper. However, nvm luh and Coach Hatta didnt noe wats wrng with him.. such an ass..

ok den, till here..

2009-07-23T02:16:00.000-07:00

Words cud not express my disappoinment for not takin the MT O LEVEL LC EXAM..
However, its been fated already..

Im sick n got 6 days MC till next week..
Ill be cuming back to school next tues..
I was diagnosed with fever, hard cough n flu.. Temperature was goin up n down..
I had no appetite to eat until i lost 1 kg.. =(
I am craving for sweet foods however, mum did not allow me to go to shop..
Im gonna miss out on lessons being taught in class .
Actuali, im super bored at home.. but i still nid to do sum revision..
most of the time, ill sleep or just keep on resting..

Sorry, im just too tired to update properly.. THNKS TO DEAR FRIENDS WHO WAS CONCERN..=)

2009-07-19T07:28:00.000-07:00

tHNKS TO MAHI FOR THE NEW BLOG SKIN .. THNKS A LOT FR HELPING.. =))

2009-07-19T07:04:00.000-07:00

19 th july 2009, Sunday..

Ill jus upload my blog post even though its still under construction..

Last friday (17 th July), i went out with Jas to chinatown to serach fr Cheongsam..

We went searching high n low to search fr the cheapest cheongsam and it was very hard to find..

At last i found it.. pheww..

Today, i went to watch the match that i have been waiting for..

It was WWFC vs NFA U18..

Even though WWFC got thrash out, The players still played the match with sportsmanship unlike the NFA U18.

Wen the NFA U18 lost against WWFC, the nfa players played a dirty match until my bro was hospitalised..

N today even wen the nfa won the match, they played fuckin dirty..

I just dont understand the players attitude..

like wat the fuck gitu.. haiyo..

im super duper pissed off ..

fuckin shit.. actuali, im quite lazy to talk n tell about the whole story at jalan besar just now.. there's a lot luh..

NFA U18 PLAYERS HAS FUCKIN NO SPORTSMANSHIP..

THEY DON DESERVE A PLACE IN NATIONAL..

I DON EVEN CARE IF ANY OF THE PLAYERS FOUND OUT BOUT MY BLOG COS U PLAYERS SHUD REALISE WHERE U PLAYERS STANDS AT..

Undergoing Construction.

2009-07-18T06:12:00.000-07:00

On behalf of the owner of this blog, I would like to inform her readers that the owner's blog is still undergoing construction.

She will finish the editing ASAP alright, for now stay patient.

Thanks for dropping by, love!

2009-07-15T05:28:00.000-07:00

15th July 2009, Wednesday..

Now, Im trying to adapt to the new schedule which is to have test almost every single week.. But hopefully i can cope well without any distractions..

aite.. now its soccer time..

well.. on the 13 th July( MON) was the P League match against Geylang United..unfortunately, the 'rams' lost just by 1-0 due to the mistake made by the keeper.. however, they did a good job as it was well-played.. Geylang used 3 S League players fr the match while WWFC used onli its S League reserve goalkeeper.. So, u ppl cud make comparison hah..

The funniest incident happen was during the match at a point in time, the referee fell out of sudden .. Everyone just burst into laughter.. it was soo hilarious.. Ive never ever seen a referee fell down before n its like out of suuden.. He might have trip on something.. i guess so.. hahahaha.. =0

N N.. i cant wait to watch the next match against NFA U 18.. im gonna fuckin shout at them if they were to make it a dirty match 'again',, U guys shud have sportsmanship even though if its at the losing end.. Come on, footballers.. Jus bare in mind, what goes around, comes around..

till here den.. =)

2009-07-09T05:52:00.000-07:00

7th July 2009, Tuesday..

Today, the whole family with sis bf went to watch a match between WWFC n Home United.. Fortunately, WWFC won over Home 2-1.. Indeed, it was unexpected. They played a virtuous game and yeah, they made it.. the team have improved greatly for this few matches and i hope that they will continue with this great efforts..

Well done, WWFC.. I will cheer u guys on.. woohoo.. =)

p.s. O level oral tomorrow friday(1o th july).. hopefully i did well.. n i nid to buck up.. have been slacking lately.. gosh..

2009-07-05T21:44:00.000-07:00

Friday, 3rd July 2009..

Dearest grandma n step grandfather was at home.. At first, wen i came home i was shocked to see why there was soo many people.. New Aunt came n bro fren came too..

That dae, thnks to 'YEM' i got to watch 'ONG BAK 2' at home..

The movie was awesome.. but many commented that 'Ong Bak 1' was better..

Hw i wish i cud be as talented and skillful jus like 'Tony Jaa'..

hehe..=d

Saturday, 4th July 2009..

Today, went to watch football match with fam n sis bf @ Jurong West Stadium..

It was a match between WWFC n Gombak United..

Today, the 'RAMS' played a good match compared to the previous match with SAFFC..

It ended with WWFC won the match with a score of 2-1..

Conclusion, the 'rams' played better at away matches compared to home matches..

N N earlier of the dae, saw ex at AP..

damn goodness i was shocked n out of sudden the feeling of hatred overwhelmed me.. haissh.. "His the most hated person in my life now"..

Sunday,5 th July 2009..

Today, woke up a lil bit late..

While at the kitchen sis bf called n ask to cum down helped to carry the Guinnea Pig that sis jus bought..

It was damn cheap.. They bought it for jus $1o while the normal pet shop sold it around $40-$90..

N they got a huge used cage for just $10 too while the normal pet shop sold it over $100..

Woa.. Mum wanted to named it a korean name n same goes for me..haha..

In the afternoon later, we went to Sembawang shopping centre to make my new specs..

The actual frame spec cost me $198 excluded the lens..

However, got GSS sale n a $40 give vocher ended up mum paid only $78..

thats awesome..=)

till here then..

2009-07-01T00:59:00.000-07:00

30th July 2009, Tuesday..

Today, me n mum watched WWFC vs SAFFC match @ Woodlands stadium..
Too bad WWFC gt thrashed out.. however, previous match with SAFFC, WWFC won..
n at that time, the match was at Choa Chu Kang Stadium wen a fight broke out..
I hope that WWFC wud win in the upcoming match @ Jurong West Stadium this Saturday..

till here den..
=)

2009-06-27T22:05:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DAD, MUHD ROSLI...

TOO BAD, HE HAD TO CELEBRATE HIS BIRTHDAY IN THE HOSPITAL..=(
WAT WURRIES US SOO MUCH WAS THAT THE DOCTORS SUSPECTED THAT HE MIGHT HAVE 'BRAIN INFECTION' ..
MAYBE IT MIGHT BE 'MENINGITIS'..
HOWEVER, I'LL PRAY THAT HE WILL RECOVER ASAP..

N NOW, SIS HAD TO BE TAKEN TO 'CDC' BY AMBULANCE..
BCOS SHE ALREADY HAD THE SYMPTOMS SINCE HER RP CLASS BLK ALREADY HAD 6 CNFIRMED CASES SO FAR..
HOPEFULLY EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE.. =)

2009-06-27T21:43:00.000-07:00

2009-06-26T02:49:00.000-07:00

To sis bf( Syam),

Wishing you a speedy recovery from our family n hope that u wud never give up on ur dreams..
Its okae even though it might take 9 mths-1 yr of recovery..
Jus persevere through n insyallah wen u recover fully, u cn cntinue to excel in S League..
thats all..
May god will always be with u..

n to dearest sis,
Go on n persevere through with him..
he needs lots n lots of ur support..

May both of u last long with each other.. =)

2009-06-26T02:08:00.000-07:00

25 th June 2009, Thursdae...

Today, it was the actual day of the CRACE.. N guess wat, all the participants and volunteers but xcept for one volunteer was from RGS.. the rest were ADSSians..
haha...=D
First, met up with the other 3 and headed off to United Square..
Later on, arnd 230, all the volunteers headed off to our own stations..

So, we waited n waited fr the team to arrive..
while waiting me n syiq was camwhoring.. haha =)
thats wen i decided to take pics of the structure of the CHIJMES HALL.. n its building...
The place was awesome..
But i got scared wen i read about the history of the building..
It was built in the 1800s.. Woa.. N they could still preserve its authentic structure..

Me n syiq went bck to City Hall wen all the teams had arrived and later headed bck to United Square where the event RAFUSICUL was still taking place..

After the debrief, me n Jas rushed to the Changi Airport to see the arrival of FT ISLAND TO SINGAPORE..
Gosh... There were hundreds of fans ..haha..=0
While we were waiting, the Spore National Team also had just arrived..
Guess wat.. wen they arrived, all of them wear masks n how in the hell can i see their faces..
N they were like walking damn fast.. i swear they were..
haish..
N the fans were so kiasu.. so infront ready still wan to climb summore..
So ASS.. haha..

Since i was super hungry, jas n her sis accompanied me to MAC n later we, headed home by bus..
I reached home around like 12 plus midnight..

till here then..
I had so much fun n thnks jas for bringing me to the airport..=)

2009-06-26T01:38:00.000-07:00

2009-06-26T00:35:00.000-07:00

23rd June 2009, Tuesday..

On that tuesday, me, jas, syiq n tutik went for the Cultural Race event volunteer briefing @ One People..

We were the station masters n my station was with Syiq @ CHIJMES( Near Stamford Road)..

Indeed, it was a conducive environment there..

While Jas n tutik station was @ Fort Canning..

hehe=D

The day before today n that was on Monday(22nd june)..

I went for extra ART Lesson n managed to complete 4 boards..

So, now im doing the 5 th board..

At night, i went to watch football match between WWFC N Albirex Nigata..

Too bad, WWFC lose against Albirex by 0-1...

till here den.. =)

2009-06-18T03:57:00.000-07:00

Again, yesterday i heard sumone knocking on the window pane..
And i just ignored it and went out of the room..
Wen i was in the room back again, sis just rushed to the room..
and i was shocked..
Den she oso said that she heard sumone knocking on the window pane ..

GOSH!!!! WAT WAS THAT???

Im speechless.. but i knew it was a normal ting.. i mean.. uhhh..
forget it..

till here den..

2009-06-18T03:34:00.000-07:00

When real life meets with Supernatural...

I dont tink anyone wud understand hw it feels encountering it again n again n again..
For me, its like almost more than 10 years..
At times, i just hate it soo much at the sight of encountering with it..

Recently, i slept around 3 plus am in the morning..
so i thought of continuing with art till watever time its gonna be..
However, i sense sumting was there n guess wat, i heard footsteps and the exact sound wen sumone just went out frm the room and walking towards the kitchen..
The sound was like exactly as if a human being was there..

so, wen i turned.. NO ONE WAS THERE.. Goodness..
Cos i tot it was my big bro..
since onli the dining light was on, n no other light was on..
i sense sumtink was wrong..
before i headed to my room, i tok out softly saying in malay, "Oh!! kau nk kene2 kn aku ehk.. Takpe2.. "

den i quickly went to my room n found out that bro was playing PSP..
so, haha.. wat i encountered that time was true..

2009-06-16T07:38:00.000-07:00

So below here are pics of TODAY outing with girlfie, Jasma..
She wanted to search for somethings ..
So, i brought her to Velocity, den to Plaza Sing, den to Vivo city n den to coswae... haha..=D
The first pic was taken after my hair was curled @ vivo.. It was just temporary deh..
=)
today, im soo tired.. n wen i gt hme, dad went to watch movie with mum.. soo swit.. hehe..
till here den...

njoy the pics.. =)

2009-06-16T07:18:00.000-07:00

2009-06-16T07:06:00.000-07:00

14th June 2009, Sunday..

Today..

Me n fam went to watch P League match @ Woodland Stadium..

It was a draw between WWFC n SAFFC.. woohoo.. hehe.. =)

My big bro gt to play the second half and he nearly managed to score a goal ..

15th June 2009, Monday..

Today...

Again, me n fam went to watch the Semi-final between WWFC n Brunei DPMM..

However, WWFC lost against DPMM and it ended with 2-1..

But still, its a good game played by WWFC..

next match, WWFC against Home united since Home lost again SAFFC..

Its quite nerve wrecking as i knew Home United bole tahan bagus..

But no matter what, I hope for the best fr WWFC with mayb some P League players playing in WWFC..

Go3 WWFC!!!

2009-06-13T06:03:00.000-07:00

13th June 2009, Saturday..

Today, it was dearest kak Shafa Engagement..

I reached there around 4 plus..

I got to meet my dearest cuzzin, gegerl which i had not met her fr 2 years..

i misss her soooo much...

When we saw each other, we were just like hugging cos i reali miss her..

We talk and talk and talk till it was time to go home..

When i reached home, i chat with palat and he wanted to webcam..

soo, i webcam with Palat for a while then MANJALARA here i comes... hehe.. lol..

Tomorrow watching bro match @ Woodland stadium..

WWFC VS SAFFC.. Gd luck, players..

Ill pray that u players cud overcum SAFFC.. =)

2009-06-11T22:19:00.000-07:00

INSYALLAH..
THIS WILL BE THE NEXT SPORT I WILL BE TRYING..
I'VE BEEN YEARNING TO TRY MUAY THAI EVER SINCE I WAS IN SILAT..
HOWEVER, MUM STRICTLY SAY "NO" AND THE COURSE FEE WAS LIKE SUPER EXPENSIVE..
ITS 5 TIMES MY SILAT FEE..
THE CHEAPEST FEE THAT U CAN GET IS AROUND $80+..

MUAY THAI IS A DEADLY UNARMED MARTIAL ARTS..
HOWEVER, ITS KINDA FUN TO TRY IT..
I KNEW IT IS DANGEROUS BUT SAFETY WILL ALWAYS BE THE NO 1 PRIORITY.
=)

2009-06-11T21:59:00.000-07:00

CASSIUS MARCELLUS CLAY ...
MUHAMAD ALI.....

TILL NOW..
HE IS MY IDOL. HE INSPIRES ME TO BE SOMEONE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE..
HE IS THE GREATEST AND HE USE TO BELIEVE THAT HE COULD OVERCOME PROFESSIONAL BOXERS LIKE MIKE TYSON, SONY LISTON AND ETC..

FROM A YOUNG ORDINARY LITTLE BOY FROM LOUISVILLE, KENTUCKY AND THEN HE BECAME A WORLD CHAMPION..

WITH EFFORTS, ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE.. =)

2009-06-11T20:59:00.000-07:00

10th June 2009, Wednesday..

Today, it was a match between Super Reds FC N WWFC..
In the first half, it was a lil bit boring .. However, the excitement started during the 30 mins of extra time and wen a fight occurred..
It was unexpected but u all shud go and watch the Youtube video of this match.. cos it was damn funny.. hehe.. =D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3AL380x_SvU

During the penalty shoot out, it was a nice save by rizal fr the first two penalty shoot out by the super reds..
Hence, it ended with precious scoring the last penalty goal fr WWFC..
It ended with 4-3.. Woohoo..
=)
Well done, WWFC..
Continue to work hard for the upcoming matches and beat off the opposing team..
Go3 WWFC..

2009-06-09T07:13:00.000-07:00

Tuesday, 9th June 2009..

Today, nothing much happen.. I was just too tired.. Actuali, i even cant imagine that i cud do ART fr up to 10 HRS.. Its frm 8am-6pm.. hehe.. =D
I managed to do the background fr 3rd board n still gt lots to complete..
I'll jus hope that god cud give me the strength to carry on and persevere thru..

Sunday, 7th June 2009..
Last sunday, I got two 'jemputan' and then watch soccer S League match @ Jalan Besar Stadium..
It was between WWFC and Home United..
Too bad it ended with WWFC lost again HOME .. The score was 1-2...
However, Jamil managed to score a goal for WWFC.. Well Done..

And, the WWFC fan club like noo semangat lei..
haiyo..
hehe.. =D

Life has to go on no matter what..
I just want to break free..
I wan to be on my own..
Hw wud the world be without LOVE?
Too bad nw is nt the right time..

till here then..
Mayb tomorrow i'm going Jalan Besar Stadium again fr the quarter final..=)
Its fun watching soccer tau.. hehe.. =D

2009-06-06T01:25:00.000-07:00

6th June 2009, Saturday...

6 days after flu was over n now, it started back counting on to 7 days..
I didnt went to see doc cos i can still eat panadol for flu..
Yesterday, it was the last day of the JUNE HOLIDAY PROGRAMME..
However, the 4E/5N ART student hav to come back the following week n that include me..

Yesterday later in the afternoon, i met jasma at around 520pm @ Coswae point..
I accompanied her to Zap It and later headed to Comics Collection.. After all that she needed to buy, we boarded the train and headed off to Bugis. But before that, Valery met us at Yishun MRT Station. I had planned with them to accompany me to my cuzzin, Khairul Sharin theatre show @ the Black Box Theatre @the Drama Centre(NLB).. We reached early so we decided to go fr a walk first. I managed to grab a polo tee for $10 only @ Samuel & Kevin.. However, We hasted back to the Black Box theatre and we was just on time.

The performance show was Exquisite. It was a mixture of contemporary and indian dance interwoven with theatre, text and music. As such, it was a Contemporary Dance Theatre. Also, it was in collaboration with the World-In-Theatre, Philip Marcelo and from malaysia, Ajit Bhaskaran Das.

Basically the performance was about love, friendship and the moments in life.
Indeed, it was a heartwarming theatre performance i have ever watched.
The performance was way beyond describable.

After the performance, Valery headed off to Dhoby Gaut while Jasma and me headed off to Tong Seng Coffeeshop to have our dinner.
At around 10 plus, we headed back home.
While on our way to the MRT Station, we dropped by FOX SHOP and i managed to grab a pink strip lady tee.. hehe.. =D
And off we go.. Njoyed yesterday and had fun with Valery and Jasma..
So, i reached home around 1130 pm..

below are pictures of me, Valery and Jasma frm yesterday outing.. =)
hav fun..

2009-06-05T09:02:00.000-07:00

2009-06-02T22:10:00.000-07:00

These are sum of the pics from monday, 1st june n last saturday..

today, 3rd June2009...
I didnt went to school cos ive been having flu for almost 4-5 days..
So, i just told mum that im not going to attend sch as i need to hav sum rest at home..

Monday, 1st June 2009...

That day, me n my fam went to Jurong East Stadium to support WWFC S league team..
The match was between WWFC n Sengkang Punggol Fc fr the League Cup..
It ended with a draw 2-2..
At first, i tot that WWFC wud not score even a single goal as Aide iskandar,mohd noh rahman n indra shadan played fr Sengkang..
Bt Jamil proved the supporters by scoring two goals fr WWFc..
It was unexpected..
haha.. =D
During the match, dad ordered Pizza.. hehe..=D
At last, i got to eat pizzas as i was actually craving for it..=)

till here then..
I have to start doing O Level ART..Way behind time..
Got to speed up and start revision..

nw, im just lookin frward fr cuzzie drama show at the DRAMA CENTRE @ NLB..
n shud i go fr Rugby on Sun? Mayb i shud.. =)

2009-06-02T22:01:00.000-07:00

2009-05-29T07:41:00.000-07:00

29th May 2009, Friday...

Today, there was a match between Super Red Fc n WWFC @ Jalan Besar...
So, i went there with mum, sis n izzuan since he wants to watch it..
Actuali he soo malu but mum just asked him to take a ride with us..
haha.. =D
But still looks like i didnt scare him off..
n during half time, saw his twin .. =D Exactly like him frm SAF..
haha.. =D pelanduk dua serupa..

So, the first half of the match was sooo boring..
N i shud say that the Super Red Fc was quite good...
WWFC like mls nk maen gitu..

Btw, so sad ehk tasha tk dpt maen Diva La Futbol.. Have to wait till next yr..
Registration kene rejected.. wakaka... lol..

=)
till here then.. yipee.. esk watch P League match again @Jurong West Stadium..

2009-05-27T04:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i had soo much fun.. It was the intra-school cheering competition..
Though 4E5 did not manage to win.. i saluted all of us as we tried our best preparing it 2 days b4 the comp..
4E5 HAS OUR OWN CREATIVITY N ORIGINALITY..
Hence, we are purely bonded together n unite as one class.. I LOVE 4E5..
N IM GONNA MISS THE FUN NEXT YEAR.. I LOVE U GUYS N GERLS.. HEHE.. =D

these pictures below are pics frm the competition day n mummy's bdae..
njoy it, ppl.. =)

2009-05-27T04:17:00.000-07:00

2009-05-25T03:18:00.000-07:00

25 th May 2009, monday...

TO DEAREST N BELOVED MUM..
I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH N
HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU MUM..
DUN WORRY U WILL STILL LOOK YOUNG N PRETTY.. HAHA.. =D
I WISH THAT U WILL ALWAYS BE IN A PINK OF HEALTH..
N ALWAYS PERSEVERE THROUGH ALL THE CHALLENGES IN LIFE THAT U'RE FACING MUM..
ITS A CHALLENGE BY GOD ..
LASTLY, UR LIL PRINCESS WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU..
IN CASE ANYTHING, IM WILLING TO FIGHT FOR U NO MATTER WAT HAPPENS..

LOVE, UR LIL PRINCESS, TASHA..
MUACKZ.. =)

2009-05-25T03:08:00.000-07:00

23rd May 2009, Saturday..

Today, it was a match between WWFC N SENGKANG PUNGGOL FC ( P LEAGUE)...
Fortunately, WWFC won the match again n it was 2-0..
Cngratulations WWFC..
N bro was back on the field at last.. bt he played fr a while..
gd2.. hees.. =D

i wish all the best fr WWFC fr the upcuming matches every single saturday ..
GD luck players... =)

=)

2009-05-21T07:57:00.000-07:00

21st may 2009, thursday...

At last, WWFC won over DPMM... WOOHOO..
it was damn soo unexpected.. it ends with a score of 2-1..
congratulations to WWFC..
WOOHOO..
haha.. =D

2009-05-19T04:22:00.001-07:00

Sunday, 17th May 2009...

After madrasah, me n sis wanted to go to aunt's house but she was outside near sheng siong there..

So, we went to pick her up there with her fwen..

While we reach her house..

sis asked me to stay there fr a while as she need to pick her bf up after training..

i felt uneasy as i cud sense that sumtink was not right at her home..

so, wherever aunt goes frm room to kitchen, ill jus follow her..

however, arnd near maghrib, 'sumone' jus keep on playing skiping so loud but aunt cudnt hear it..

n then, out of sudden, the baby kept on crying non-stop but wat scare me was she kept looking at the ceiling..

as such, i quickly chanted prayers at her..

i seriously felt that sumtink was in the room..

guess wat..

that 'ting' followed me n sis back home..

haha..

cos in the day oso, i jus saw it pass quickly .. haiyo..

but its normal luh fr me ready..

haiish.. exam results sucks to the core..

first, i ws excited that i finally passed ppr 1 but ppr 2 jus brought my hopes down..

haiish..

n there was only 3 passes fr ENG n GEOG.. hws tat.. nehmind luh.. ill jus redha lor..

till here den..

2009-05-16T07:55:00.000-07:00

Im sorry to everyone if ive been rude ...
im jus soo pissed n misunderstanding jus occurred..
im sorry once again n now, im out of words..
i jus nid a happy family..
few more years den i can werk n support myself..

n then, ill survive on my own..
no money now nehmind..
ill try to make money..
but remember wen i found out who make my family suffer..

at that point in time, im gonna KILL YOU..
I MARK MY WORDS PPL..
i dnt care be it wat suffering..
but i knew, at times its cabaran dari illahi..
tasha redha dengan apapun.. tpi at times i tink back wen will the sufferings end..
why must it be one after the other? why ? why?
asl manusia tk bole tngk kami senang?
wats wrongs with u all human being?

at times, I JUST HATE MY LIFE..
N I HATE YOU..

CUD SUMONE JUS CHEER ME UP????????

2009-05-16T00:25:00.000-07:00

Today, went to tuition n a relief teacher replace Ms koh..
My goodness the relief teacher was soo sensitive n hence, she does not even noe wat a prime number is.. hell man..
summore she was from Raffles JC.. OMG..
bt nehmind.. wen ppl grow up they tend to 4get the easy ones n rmbr the difficult ones..

guess wat.. yesterday, i have started to build up my muscles by lifting up 5kg weight n build up on my calves..
i told myself that im gonna lift up weight fr every single dae..
cos wenn muscles are build, even if ure thin .. i wudnt b lookin soo thin..
haha..
im gonna find fr alternative to gain weight.. to ensure ppl out there jus shut their mouth up..

cos i hate it wen ppl sae sikit2 nnt tulang patah..
like if thats the case why wud i b playin soccer in the first place n why wud i join silat comp in first place..
soo tk masuk akal kn..
haiyo..

im gonna prove one day to the people out there that with a small body i cn do n join anitink...
i will.. im not trying to boast here but im getting my facts straight to whoever it cncerns..

till here den...
=)

2009-05-14T05:15:00.000-07:00

Just now went out with mum to Coswae..

Teman her buy her cmpact powder refill n den went to serch for my multivitamins..

Told her jus now that 'people' commented on me being thin..

n mum said that its genetic heredity adding on with my high metabolism rate..

therefore, just now i made an effort to do research on weight gain..
then i went to HEALTH PROMOTION BOARD website n look for help..
n then, i called the healthline asking for help luh on weight gain..
n the person told me to ask frm my PE teacher on my weight percentile b4 they cud refer me to a nutritionist..

hence, on my part i bought for myself VYKMIN that is a multivitamin to ensure that i get enuf vitamins.. n guess wat, i bought it using my own money..

FRANKLY, IM BORN TO BE THIN .. SO PLEASE SHUT UR MOUTH N STOP COMMENTING..

TILL HERE THEN..

2009-05-13T20:53:00.000-07:00

14th May 2009, Thursday..

Today, finished the exam early ..

soo since i was bored i watched the movie titled 'I LOVE YOU' starring Cinta Laura n Randy Pangalila as of the above photos..

She is sooo gorgeous n the guy is soo hot.. haha.. =D

Love the movie damn much..

Im soo touched haha..

I think u ppl shud watch it..

=)
how i wish that ...................................................................................

2009-05-12T06:25:00.000-07:00

I JUST WAN TO BE SINGLE..
iVE MADE UP MY MIND TILL I FIND THE RIGHT CHOICE..

FOR NOW, IM JUST MAKING FWENS..
N I HOPE NONE WILL MISINTERPRET MY FRIENDLINESS TOWARDS U..
EXAMINATIONS ARE HERE, O LEVEL CUMING..

FINDING THE RIGHT ONE TAKES A LONG TIME.. SO I HOPE U WILL UNDERSTAND..

2009-05-11T22:34:00.000-07:00

12 th May 2009, Tuesday...

Indeed, im sooo super stress ... aaaaaaahhhhhhhh.. started to have migranes... walauwei..

i tink i flunk my geog rabak2.. like no hopes even though i finished the ppr...

question like cmplicated..

padahal i studied ready tau..

den like suddenly anyak trlupe like tat.. aaaaaahhhhhhhhha...

jus tried my best.. =(

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2009-05-10T20:29:00.000-07:00

10th May 2009, Sunday..

Today, i was at hme the whole dae.. my goodness damn mendak siol..
bt nvm.. i had to study n study geog.. bt i just study the whole development topic..
left with vegetation topic den..
n now, ive been thinking lately to find part-time jobs even though its o level year..
like hu cares .. wen we are seriously in financial needs..
i wonder where does all the money goes too..

GOD, PLEASE HEAR MY PRAYER.. =(

i knew in the world out dere.. there is just ppl who has worst living cndition then us..
soo lgi bole berusaha, berusaha luh..

u noe wat ppl..
ive alwaes believe in retribution..
n i pray that u 'ppl' are gonna get one..
God is wonderful.. cos god will help seseorng yg dianiaya..
as a human, i cant do anitink much to get u ppl fuckin off frm the world..
haiish..

i jus nid happiness.. happiness... happiness.. =(

2009-05-09T09:54:00.000-07:00

9th May 2009, Saturday...

Today.. me, mum n sis went to watch the P League match @ Clementi Stadium..

WWFC Vs Sengkang..

i wud like to cngratulate the 3 WWFC players who had scored the goals..

n fr the first time the score was 3-1...

they played soo well today.. impressing.. wow..

in the first place mum ajak sae ehk want watch match.. u cn let out ur stress..

nvr had she said that b4..

mum was soo 'enthu' soccer ready.. haha...

lol..

but nw all family time was spent on watching soccer every single week without miss any of the matches.. haha..

gd rite.. n n n ...

gt to noe sumone ready.. haha.. bt yet to get to noe better.. hpefully.. =)

2009-05-09T09:26:00.000-07:00

8th May 2009, Friday...

Today, had Chem n Art PPr 2...Fine.. i didnt reali study fr chem.. n guess wat.. my art final artwork pn tk abis.. hws tat???

I was sooo restless fr my art 3 hrs ppr.. soo mcm mls nk uat.. i do super slow sia..

until tk abis uat.. bt hu cares..

sooo lazy ready..

gt hme n ltr watch Sleague match @ JALAN BESAR STADIUM..

YOUNG LIONS VS WWFC..

Actuali first half WWFC da score 1 .. last min Young lions score..

walauwei..

bt me n my family came during half time.. sad2.. tk dpt tngk starting kick off..

nvm.. cn watch other match other time oso..

seriously sia anyak mat reps as i cud sae.. haha.. n dad's fwen was like taking pic of the whole fam at the stadium n sae tat he cud put it at Woodlands Wellington nye website.. lol..

ltr waited fr sis bf n headed off to ZAM ZAM Restaurant..

ate murtabak.. haha.. n good ting was, ny bro belanje cos he gt his pay mah.. skali skala..

till here den fr next post on p league match..

2009-05-08T01:34:00.000-07:00

Tuesday, 7th May 2009...

ITS AISHAH BIRTHDAY...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AISHAH...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..

HAHA.. =D

TODAY AISHAH KENE SABO NGAN TEPUNG N AIR.. SOOOO KESIAN..

HER HAIR FULL OF TEPUNG..

HER SCH UNIFORM SEMUA TEPUNG+AIR.. THATS GROSS..

BUT NVM.. SKALI SKALA..

2009-05-06T03:55:00.000-07:00

6th May2009, Wednesday..

today, had our first MYE PPr.. and that is SS n Eng ppr1.. Well, i write a lot actuali..
hmm.. jus finish reading sum maths wsks so here i am updating my blog..
well.. tis week wasnt reali a gd week for me..

n i jus feel that i nid to jus let out everitink in blog .. since toking to mum might make her much more frustrated on bitches out there..
n toking with friends bout personal matters aren't that good either..
well, i shud sae tis.. im PISSED with --- ... like fuckin shit..
if i cud just spit out vulgarities, i wud do that..
Marrying sumone n promising her that u will take care of her will always remains a promise..
n yet, only JANTAN DAYUS will break it..

Im sad for what has happen n happpening now.. but i wont bring it into skool matters as it will onli distract me..
Why are u being soooo generous for ur kindness n didnt gave a fucking damn fuckin care bout ur family..
WHATS TIS??????
since im the youngest, its rude of me to say out my opinion.. but i prefer to just sealed my mouth to prevent any disasters...
at times , I JUST HATE YOU.... soooooo much for what u have done..

n to uncle ban, seorng manusia yg langsunng tidak tahu kenang jasa..
if u tink ure such big fuckin person, ure wrong.. FIGHTER pe kirekn.. fuck off..
ure one arrogant ass.. Who are u to sae that u FEED my family????? asshole..
Jus remember tis, all silat items my dad yg beli n u fuckin tamak wants to take control of AKADEMI SILAT PADI SEJAGAT.. without my family, this silat takkn hidup..

Frankly, i didnt appreaciate any of ur teachings towards me.. cos i noe AJAR TAK IKHLAS..
you may tink that u noe everitink, but ure wrong.. ure the biggest enemy that i had uncle..
since young, i will NEVER FORGET ALL UR BAD DEEDS TOWARDS MY FAMILY EVEN TILL I DIE..
ya.. its forgive n 4get.. but not 4 u.. cos im onli refering to u..
n i will never ever forgive u..

tis is my blog.. and if any of the cuzzins were to read tis post, i dont even care..
Cos u shud noe the true colours of ur arrogant, disrespectful, greedy, big-headed, ass uncle..
Its beyond descriptions cos u are just a beast..
i totally lost my respect for u long, long ago..

WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND..

=( Im sooooo pissed tis week with anyak luh orng..
fuckin hell..

2009-05-01T06:50:00.001-07:00

1st May 2009, Friday...

Today, i went out with jasma to study n did art.. We met at Boots n shoes cos tot wan study at CWP or Civic but penuh.. At last, we went to study at Wdland Mart Mac n met many ppl .. Saw zat, the sec 5 students, yem.. haha..

n Jasma was like calling me Daiso out of sudden .. don noe why.. haha.. =D

We reached mac arnd 4 n went hme arnd 8 plus to 9..

guess wat.. we saw one Ex- ADDSian working at Mac n it was Hafiz..

If im not wrng, wen we were sec 2 he was sec 5 ready..

So the story goes like tis..

2nd time i was ordering, i ordered frm him.. so while waiting out of sudden he was like..

U studying for O is it? So i said yes n accidentally blurted out and said " U frm ADSS right?"..

He was stunned and asked hw i knew it.. Soo the cnversation started.. He asked bout O, poly choices n anyak luh..

Wen me n jas was doing our things, he approaches n started looking at my bio bk den tok2..

den jas asked if his in rugby n npcc .. yes he is.. haha..

I was shocked luh wen he sae he wants see my art.. Ouhk..

den he was like blabbering , "no wonder u want choose art"..

so that was it.. haha..

Told jas just now, dat ive been wanting to tok to him since sec 2.. haha.. at last, nw gt the chance.. LOL..

bt ppl dun tink bkn2 uh..

N jas 4get bout wat i said just now during the time wen we were heading hme k..

haha.. paisei sei..

till here den..

HAPPY..

2009-04-30T20:51:00.000-07:00

30th April 2009, Thursdae..

Yesterdae, cik ani came to my hme.. i thought she was alone wen i found out SHE BROUGHT A BABY HME...
It was soo kiut... seriously luh.. kiut giler.. i carry the baby.. soo light onli 2 kg jek tau..
No name was given yet as the baby was jus 1 week old.. She was born on 23rd April 2009, thursdae oso.. haha..
I told mum, cn take anak angkat anot cos i wan lil sis or lil bro..
BT MUM SAE NO..
The baby's dad was like inhuman uh..
Da uat anak abeh nk throw the child away jus like tat..
Haiyo.. Parents nowadays..

Kesian baby tu.. tu psl my aunt wants to adopt the baby..
The first time i saw.. i just love the baby soo much..
i love her..

=)

28th April 2009, Tuesday...

I went to watch S League match today.. WWFC vs Bangkok glass Fc..
It was at Woodlands stadium..
and, it ended with a score of 1-0.. WWFC 0 luh..
haha..
the bangkok players was soo cepat sei.. stamina power sia.. Woa..

till here den..

=)

2009-04-27T07:21:00.000-07:00

25th April 2009, Saturday..

Grandma gt married today with my new grandfather, tok ady.. They were so sweet.. hahakz..

I would like to cngratulate her once again n hpe that they will last till eternity.. LOL..

I hope that grandma would be happy just like before n jus wishing her all the best yaw..

Indeed, it was a tiring day fr me as i had to help distribute the berkat which i dun like to do it at all..

But no matter what, i did it ikhlas k.. haha..

so.. today, i missed the NCDCC BBQ which i heard that they had soo much fun..

Hw i wish i was there but nvm, grandma's wedding was much more important than the other things..

26th April 2009, Sunday...

Today, me n my family went to watch soccer match at Clementi stadium..

WWFC vs Home United ( P League match)..

I wondered why they played soo badly and missed soo many goal opportunity which cud allowed them to win..

But they did score a last min goal which came to an end with the score of 3-1..

Nvm luh.. n OMG.. The stadium grandstand was sooo super dirty luh sei..

Like tk tau nk jage stadium gitu..

not much comments luh..

But the goalkeeper was soo funny luh.. haha.. =D

Kuat betul pekik ehk n soo kelakar luh watch the goalkeeper in action.. LOL..

Later, asked sis to drop me n mum at Causewae cos i nid to search fr a new perfume which i bought it with a 20 per cent discount ..

N later, headed home..

till here den..

p.s. im soooooo stressed up.. sumpah sia stress giler babi.. haiz..

i wonder hw cud such a person exist making lies out of nothing.. wake up luh..

2009-04-22T03:48:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, 22nd April 2009...

On last saturady( 18th April 2009), I went to Woodlands Stadium to watch National U 18 VS WWFC P League team.. The score was 2-1 with WWFC winning the match..

THE REFEREE WAS DAMN BIAS.. CN SAE AS REFEREE KAYU..

The first half score was 1-0 with WWFC scoring the goal...

However, during the 2nd half, the match turned ugly..

The first player tackle my bro till he felt..

The 2nd player slide and hit his head while he was on the ground..

The 3rd player came out of sudden frm nowhere and uses his knee and hit my bro back..

the collision of the 3 players into my bro was sooooo damn fuckin hard that it can be heard frm the grandstand..

Me n my dad started to shout sooo loud as the referee cm sial give onli yellow card without sending the payers off the field..

My bro was still laying on the ground as he cud not move n felt breathless..

ITS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK LUH... Till the ambulance have to be called n reached within few minutes frm the Wdlands stadium back gate..

My father went down to the field to assist my bro.. Den the NATIONAL U 18 COACH KEPO2 WANT SCOLD MY DAD WITHOUT KNOWING WHO HE IS..
Lgi satu mepek.. The NATIONAL U 18 PLAYERS WAS SOOO RUDE THAT THEY DID NOT SAID SORRY BUT STILL CAN TALKED BACK LIKE ONE BIG FUCK..
LIKE WAT MY DAD SAID.. U GUYS WANT TO PLAY SOCCER OR KILL PPL IN THE SOCCER FIELD..
Woaa... I curse them without even noticing that ppl at the grandstand was looking at me.. i don even care..

Let me say this..
National players dun have to be soooo kerek in the field n have a big EGO...
PERANGAI TK YAH CM SIAL PAT DLM PADANG..
We as a family demand an apology frm the National u 18 coach n players who were involved..
N b4 i forget, the supporters or parents of the National u 18 dun need to have that kind of attitude..
As a parent, u shud noe hw to differentiate between a serious injury or not..
Wat if it happen to ur own child..
National u 18 pls ehk.. Have sportsmanship luh..
U soccer players shud be a role model bkn nk kasi mati orng sial..
I have still not yet get over it.. Its seriously kurang ajar..

haiz... till here then..

2009-04-16T07:33:00.000-07:00

16th April 2009, Thursdae...

i just gt bck hme.. as i watched WWFC vs Geylang united.. OMG.. WWFC gt soo many chances to score bt too bad they lose..

Hws that.. N i cn sae that the FAS Referees were damn fuckin bias..

Like every single match whether be it P League or S League sia..

Fuckin shit..

The goal was indeed the goalkeeper n sum players fault as i cn sae..

Mepek sia.. Bt sum players were gd like Asyraf n sum others..

Im just nt satisfied with the referee.. not only me.. but other supporters too....

nehmind luh.. wish them luck fr the next match..

till here... =)

2009-04-11T08:17:00.000-07:00

Today..
In the mrning, mum actually told me n ceritakn bout our keturunan..
Im quite amazed by our generation.. i mean beside mum n dad.. Royal Blood doesnt even matter to me..
Wat matters are the history of it? Im jus curious soo asked mum to tell me bout it..
Mum n dad came from Royal Blood generation actually.. Beside mum was like the 'RADEN' all..
U noe the olden times there are Raden, Tengku, Sultan, Laksamana, the family of Panglima all..
Im nt trying to b vain or wat.. but it did interest me a lil..
Wat ever arwah datuk beside mum told mum it did actuali became true..
but i wont actuali reali like totally believe about 'Alam Ghaib' cos its like Syirik u noe..

god.. jus open up the heart of the people who are alwaes seeking for revenge..
GOD.. PLEASE PROTECT MY FAMILY FRM ANY HARM.. N..
REMEMBER THOSE WHO WILL TRY TO SEEK REVENGE WILL OBVIOUSLY GET RETRIBUTION..

ITS JUS A MATTER OF TIME.. =)

2009-04-11T07:50:00.000-07:00

9th April 2009, Thursdae..

Today, it was ADSS Micro Olympic.. N i participated in B Division Cmpus Relay Girls for RED House..

Guess wat? We gt 1st.. WOOHOO.. Bt too bad.. I fainted.. ahaha..

It goes like tis.. At that point in time, i was the only one who came into the school n gt ready to pass the ting to Adrealle..

Out of sudden, my both leg was jelly-like n i fell to the ground..

At that point in time, i cn hear voices but could not open my eyes..

Its like soo heavy.. n im jus feeling soo super fatigue..

Its onli wen the red cross put water on my face dat i den open my eyes..

Soo paisei.. everyone saw.. Oso mayb bcos im still on medication wat that time.. Tu psl..

10th April 2009, Friday..

Friday went to visit grandma in the hospital at Changi General hospital..
Den i oso met my soon -to-be datuk tiri.. Woooooa... haha..
But tis datuk i felt sooo pity fr him n his life his leading.. his name is tok ady.. 76 yrs old ready u noe.. But love are blind regardless of age right?
hmm.. Well .. I actually dreamt of my late arwah grandma named Hajah Hawa bte Raden Masran..
I missed her sooooo much .. Mum told me to sedekahkn al -fatehah n i did..
I love u grandma.. i love u soo much.. =(

After visited grandma, dad ajak makan at Zam Zam Restaurant at Arab street..
just ate murtabak.. haha...

11th April 2009, Saturday...

As usual, in the morning E Maths Tuition.. Im all alone without Iffah.. =(
Then planned with Jasma to sent our Cotton Candy Cardigan Samples as i wont be selling anymore.. Headed to giant n daiso n ate at BAGUS.. haha..
I ordered at the Nasi Padang Stall as im soo kempunan the beancurd.. =)
Around 7 plus reached Wdlands lib as we planned to study maths..
Did sum of the sums n looked we took a pic of both of us at the top.. haha..

till here den.. im soo tired...

p.s. Love isnt a matter of forcing one to be loved..

I Just HATE you dear..

2009-04-08T04:32:00.000-07:00

4th April 2009, Saturday..

Again, after tuition went to watch bro's match at Wdland Stadium.. WWFC vs Balestier...
I gt to sae that the goalkeeper jus let 2 goals in jus like tat..
Mayb nt reali the goalkeeper fault la..
Then, followed mum to cold storage after that and headed home..

Monday, 6th April 2009...
I didnt went to school today.. i told mum on Sun that i had a backpain , stiff/painful neck n severe headaches/ migrane every single dae..
Didnt noe exactly why.. Guess wat we reached Woodlands Polyclinic arnd 929 am.. N reached bck hme at 4 in the afternoon.. Can u ppl just imagine hw long i must go thru the stages..
First, went to wait fr the registration.. Den take height n weight n waited for cnsultation.. So.. it means ive been waiting fr almost 3 hrs n then it was my turned..
Like WTF..
Den, the doctor suggested tat i shud went for an XRAY.. Thnk god, i was fine..
Then, waited at the pharmacy fr my MC n Medication n headed bck hme..
It looks like ive overstretched n overworked my back muscles near the kidney there...
The FASTUM GEL that was given didnt work fr my pains either..

Tuesady, 7th April 2009...
Supposedly, today it was still my off day frm school.. As the MC stated today's date too..
But i jus went to school n went bck hme straight after school..
Dad fetched me as the school didnt allowed me to went hme on my own..
Takut pengsan.. lol.. haha.. =D
After taking my medication that causes drowsiness, i felt asleep till 7 plus.. haha..

Wednesday, 8th April 2009...
Guess wat, today's chem test was quite easy.. bt okae luh.. at least i managed to get the right ans fr most of the qns..
Yesterdae, tis guy frm my pizza hut workplace last time, msged me.. All that.. bt i dun lyn kn sngt luh..
though im single, at least i noe my limits k.. NEVER EVER SAE TAT IM TOO DESPERATE FR GUYS COS IM NOT.. ..
okae.. Im refering to those who tinks im like tat.. Well.. dnt judge by just redaing my post..

U noe wat? At times i wonder why some ppl out there are just TOO BOLD in their BLOG..
But doesnt realise that they areCOWARDS.. STARING AT PPL.. BTW, wat will u get exactly fr being too jealous or expose out ur hatred.. U aint getting anitink..
Look, Cat fight isnt my taste.. N if u dare, why not just explain out ur hatred on us n not fuckin blog about it.. ( no specific person is nbeing referred)..

If i wanted to fight, ill jus raise my hands on u.. rather than verbal argument as it wont work.. but ill jus try to be patient.. N enough means enough..
Im not scared of u bt im onli scared of GOD.. If u arent scared of ur SINS, that its up to u..
Pandai2 tanggung nnt pat akhirat..

Jus wanted u to remember, Dnt act like one Big FUCK out there.. Innocent looking but jus had a heart like a devil .. Tis is a post of my own accord.. If u want to read, read it bt dnt fuckin terase.. So dnt make any assumptions..

Wansuay.. =D

2009-04-03T04:22:00.000-07:00

3rd April 2009... Friday..

Last three daes, i had red house cmpus relay training.. It has been a lng time since i run 'soo' fast around the school .. well.. honestly speaking, it wasnt a gd timing..
Tis past few daes, its like there was sumtink wrng..
Wen i entered the school, Jas was like saying ..

Tasha why u didnt sweat n my face was sooo pale.. it didnt look like me..
N i told mum bout it... Recently, i often had a backpain n was wndering if there was anitink wrng with my kidney n ME..
Mum says that i hadnt had enuf water but i do..
It was such soo worrying.. but i wanted soo much join cmpus relay..
haishh..
hpe tat im jus fine..

U noe wat.. im trusting my dearest gd fwen.. I knew she wudnt lie..
N u noe wat.. if u feel like using me, jus stop it.. Why does u try soo hard in order to make me feel fr u?
Mayb feeling sympathy that u treated every gerl that u met like tis.. WHY????
( ANIONE OUT THERE.. jgn terase.. Its my own personal ting with outsiders.. aite)...

Problems cum n go fr me... haissh..

Tomorrow is the 4th mnths im leading a HAPPY single life..
Tis post was nt fr me trying to remember of the past n wat he did to me.. But to just let out my satisfactions..
Is it reali satisfactions? hmm .. Yesh.. Im happy at least im off frm all the problems that im facing during the past life..
Trying to make my jealousy grew each dae.. Angry with ur actions.. thats reali hurting.. my 'DEAR' OLD FWEN.. incase u still havent realise..
IM FREE FRM DISTRATIONS NOW.. GOOD.. WELL DONE TASHA..

till here.. ill update soon on tomorrow bro's match soon..

=)

2009-03-30T04:37:00.000-07:00

Saturday, 28TH March 2009...

After tuition again, my family went to watch bro match at the CCK Stadium vs SAFFC..

Wdlands lose at the hand of SAFFC just by 1-2.. It was quite a well played match by WWFC as i cud sae..

Bt guess wat.. me,mum n sis were like sumhw fought with tis fat guy SAFFC Supporter..

He was damn fuckin rude sia.. Fuckin ass guy..

The cnversation goes ..

Dad: Go, go, go, go WOODland..

That fuckin guy: Go, go go, Wodland go n die..

Sis: What the hell? Soo funny mah..

Me: ya luh.. What the hell?

Mum: Didnt hear.. ( too engrossed) =D

Thats onli the first part of it k..

He oso said that WWFC sikit2 jatuh kol medic.. N ask them to kuatkn kaki.. Who in the hell does he tink he is.. He is super fat... Cant even play soccer i guess..

If take the fitness test oso, i tink i will do better then tat guy..

Then wen dad shouted

Go boy.. Go boy.. Masuk .. Push up .. all that..

(btw boy is my bro luh)

he was like immitate my dad.. again wat the fuck..

Wen its time for me to went off..

He look, stare, smile2 n clapping his hands towards me.. Without hesitation, i put up my middle finger.. haiyo..

Wen i reach causewae, sis called n told me that the fat guy cri psl with her..

N sis bf actually scolded n cnfronted him.. thats great.. But yet, im still not satisfied..

Like wat the fuck sia.. Like wat uan sae, they are nt acting like CHAMPIONS...

haiyo...

29th March 2009, Sunday...

It was bro birthday today.. Sis fetched me after madrasah.. Ltr in the afternoon, bought fr bro a mint chochlate bdae cake... But eat too much muak luh..

again.. HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAE TO DEAREST BRO, MOHD KHAIRUL AIDIL...

WISH U A PINK OF HEALTH N GRADUATED FRM TEMASEK ENGINEERING SCHOOL WITH SUPERB GOOD RESULTS...

WISH U ALL THE BEST IN UR FUTURE ENDEAVOURS..

MONDAY, 30TH March 2009...

Today, stayed bck after school n waited for jasma with mahi..

Guess wat.. Tomorrow will be the last dae im using the SC Badge n had to do Ushering with the school blazer n court shoe..

Great..

As tomorrow will be the SC Investiture..

p.s guess wat.. out of sudden.. Aidil(gmbk) msged me n OMG asked unreliable qns to me.. WTH..

its been soo long sia since he msg.. n of cos i dn wan to lyn him..

Lucky, he tk kene msk dlm( p-----) bt yet still dn wan cntinue study...

..... ..... ..... ....

till here den.. ill update soon..

to that guy.. jgn nk mengharapkn sngt luh.. come on.. wake up wake up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;(

2009-03-27T06:49:00.000-07:00

26 th March 2009, Thursday...

Yesterday, after reached bck hme frm school arnd 7 plus my family n me headed to the Wdlands Stadium to watch the S league match..

WWFC vs Gombak United FC.. It was a draw n WWFC goal was scored by Middo.. =)

Nearing to an end, Gombak scored a goal..

The referee cm sial.. Referee kayu sia.. One of WWFC players kene red card.. WALAUWEI..

mepek uh referee.. Every match cnfirm referee kayu sei...

Haiya..

27th March 2009, Friday...

since CCA has stand down, I ajak mum todae to the Books Warehouse Sale at Ang Mo Kio Industrial Park 1..

The books comprises of the best selling authors.. It was still in super good cndition..

Its price was super affordable.. Ranging frm $4, $5, $6, $7,$8, $9 and 3 for $10..

There is the children section, teens section, fiction section, health section, food section, magazines and others..

It was amazing.. hehe.. =)

The pictures above shows the two $6 books that i bought..

Then met dad at Causeway Point.. He bought an EVERLAST bag ready for me, CNVERSE bag fr the both other siblings.. It was super gorgeous as u cn see frm the above pic..

There was a sale at CWP so he bought for us lor..

Generous of him once in a while.. haha.. =)

Cos his too generous towards others oso..

At night, mum n dad pick bro without me following.. Den i heard all kinds of noises the 'jin' played arnd.. Haiya.. I on the song at my Hp at a high vol..

Dad n mum bought fr bro an Everlast shoe n giordano jeans.. ok luh..

Dun noe wat to bought fr bro.. no money luh... haha...

tomorrow watching bro fr the P League match at Chua chua kang Stadium.. VS SAFFC...

Gd luck bro..

n.. HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BROTHER, MOHD KHAIRUL AIDIL..

2009-03-25T04:35:00.000-07:00

25th March 2009, Wednesday..

Before i start doing my hmk.. I'll jus spent a few minutes blogging bout my day today..
After SST, it rains heavily.. Wani called her dad n i asked her to ask her dad to bring 2 umbrella..
The funny part of it was one of the umbrella has gt no handle.. Haha...

Just now, i went to research Muay thai training centres in Spore..
The cheapest that i can find was around $25 per session with the ThaiRoyal Fitness Training Centre..
Indeed, it was super expensive.. Cant afford it .. Haiish.. Does anyone know of any cheaper Muay thai training centre???
Do inform me yaw.. haha.. =D

...
Till here.. gt to do hmk..
=)

2009-03-23T04:20:00.000-07:00

Weekend...

Saturday n Sunday..

21st March 2009 n 22nd March 2009...

On sat, i had tuition as normal.. Bt she gave us Prelim Zhenghua Sec ppr 2 as a revision..

As per normal schedule , i went to Wdlands Stadium to give support to the WWFC P League..

They had match against Gmbak U FC..

What shocked me was WWFC got thrashed rabak2.. OMG.. The keeper AIYO..

Summore 2nd choice S league Reserve keeper.. haishh..

Soo many ppl came to watch.. They played the match while its raining heavily with lightning like OMG..

Ltr at Night, went to watch Sis match at Home team academy.. Its like woa the field looks good..

Haha .. =D

On sunday.. I did nothing bt to revise my SS test n start to jog with mum at Mandai Tekong..

Im jogging fr the fun of it... Also, i was like tv marathon like that watch Fight Quest non-stop episode..

First, it was the Hapkido.. 2nd, it was Silat.. 3rd, it was about boxing.. lastly, i didnt get to watch the Brazilian Jiu-jitsu till the end..

The Hapkido learning took place at Korea.. while Silat at Bandung, Indonesia n Boxing in Mexico..

It was fun to watch how they train n execute it during sparring..

I swear it was fun to try it out..

The silat was the most fun part to watch.. The Guru Ria Suwanda make tis european guy training on the mountain side at Bandung..

Taught him footing at Tengkuban Perahu at a Volcanic side.. Ive went there b4 wen i was small.. The place was cool.. nice environment..

Hw i wish i cud start training silat back .. Mayb why not in Riau, Indonesia..

Upcoming episode is about Muay thai.. In thailand..

One dae, i wud like to train on Muay thai..

I seriously dont understand why must my --- be a hypocrite.. like WTH.. wat the fuck..

come on luh.. buka mate besar2 luh.. haiyo..

=( kesian mum..

2009-03-20T05:15:00.000-07:00

20th March 2009, Friday...

Haiish.. I wonder why today i felt sooo pissed off kind of thing.. Things wasnt reali gd fr me mayb..
Im so dumb to believe that sumone.. Cant happiness be jus on my side..
N outsiders please stop disturbing me n my family..
At times, i jus felt that i want to disappear off.. at times, its like I HATE everyone.. i wonder why...
Hw i wish i cud grow up fast so that i can have a life on my own man.. Well things with the past have gone way down the drain..
I jus nid to concentrate on my studies yaw.. Friendship ties with closest frens wasnt that gd either.. Felt like we've drifting apart..

At times, ill just kept my mouth shut cos it irrates me to talk soo much ...
I seriously nid to take a break mayb.. Haiish ..

TASHA OH TASHA OH TASHA..

todae im feeling like so fatigue.. When lib for a while then went hme early cos tk tahan ..
Feeling unwell.. =(

p.s. MOODY.. ( Bt ill hide tis expression to softens the heart of the ppl surrounding me.. )

2009-03-19T06:56:00.000-07:00

17th March 2009
Yesterday, i enjoyed the Social Etiquette sooo much...
The pictures has shown all the excitement.. After social etiquette, the 5 gerls n abu n faiz headed to town..
Drop by Clarqe Quay walked towards the marina side to the Merlion then walked to Esplanade...
Lepak fr a while at Esplanade and ltr jln2 at Marina square..
We took soooo many pictures n im tired nw blogging... haha.. =D
Have fun viewing the pics...

2009-03-19T05:25:00.000-07:00

2009-03-15T23:46:00.000-07:00

14th March 2009, Saturday...

After tuition, we had planned to watch bro's match at Hougang Stadium..

A match between the WWFC (P League) N Sengkang .... .....

We reached the stadium arnd 5 hoping that it wont rain..

while the match was starting after the handshake droplets of rain started to fall..

N OMG.. It was raining cats n dogs.. This was the second time wen we came the match was cancelled..

supposedly, this match a few of the S League players played such as Hasrin n others..

But too bad the match was cancelled..=(

15th March 2009, Sunday....

I didnt went to madrasah yesterday...

Bcos tot that yesterdae gt soccer training.. but it was cancelled oso..

Yesterdae, while getting ready i found my sis LOTTO Boots..

It was still super gorgeous as of the above picture that i took..

It looks new.. haha.. At last, i fit into her soccer boots.. Got to return back Uan's boots.. Sori if its in a bad cndition.. oops...

Later, arnd 3 plus followed mum to visit my aunt who kept going in n out of the hospital..

she was warded in NUH.. Long time didnt went to Jurong.. We took bus no 97 frm Jurong Int to NUH..

Upon reaching NUH, mum saw SCDF Fire engine at the entrance of the hospital..

She tot that sumone was going to commit suicide .. n guess wat.. The DU YU Bookshop was on fire..

A thick smoke covered the whole entrance..

Without even care about any dangerous hazard, mum n i jus dash through the entrance pavement..

The gas smell was soo horribly strong..

Mum close her nose but i accidentally, inhaled the gas substances n nearly vomitted..

My eyes was already covered with drops of water.. Thnk god i was alright.. haha.. =D

Though i was in NCDCC , NEVER EVER did i smelled this kind of gas..

We took MRT back hme.. While waitin for the MRT out of sudden this CHINA man pushes his way beside me.. Then, when the train arrives he was so anxious to board the train..

this Indian man scolded n pushed him away as he cant get out of the train..

I was burning with anger soo i pushed him vigorously..

He nearly tumbled off.. haha.. =D

Such a KIASU CHINA FOREIGN WORKER.. Hate KIASU ppl.. like wat the fuck sia..

haha/..

till here then..

Wait for the next post on 4E5 Social Etiquette.. lol ..=)

Have a nice March Holiday.. N remember to study kae peeps..

2009-03-13T06:26:00.000-07:00

Friday, 13th March 09

CCA SUCKS today.. bt yet still, im not going to talk bout tis.. great that it was the last day todae..
like wat the fuck uh to them.. U hate us , we hate u too..

Guess wat.. ive been starting to hate tis bunch of realtives more n more..
Like u noe wat, dun tok shit with my family uh..
Like if u tink ure the onli one in difficulties..
well, i guess at times we're facing much more difficulty than u do..
I knew watever we are facing its of the god will.. Nw, i dun even want to accept them as my relative..
U go n have ur own life..
Well, UNCLES i knew wat ure all up to.. Im not blind.. well, i can still observe..
U ppl dun hav to noe to whom im refering too..
Its like 16 yrs ure makin us feel in difficult position..
wats with that? That night, i heard every single tings..
with that, i declare that ure not my relative anymore.. i hate u n u n u..
hw dare u sae that.. its so inhuman of tis ppl...
haiish.. I regret having such a relative..

till here..
p.s. i passed maths test.. great.. =)

2009-03-11T04:20:00.000-07:00

Tis pic was taken yesterdae.. followed my sis out...

Tis pic was taken last saturday.. While waiting at hme, took a pic..

10th March 2009

Gt hme yesterdae frm school, n sis was asking me to follow her to Daiso at Sembawang Shopping Centre..

Since i had no hmk n i have studied fr chem test, i followed her..

i went to daiso n bought tis small whiteboard so that i cn write notes on it n hang it on the wall..

cos lately that time, ive been soo forgetful..

haha.. =D

11th March2009

Today, i enjoyed myself soo much.. been laughing in school soo much..

The funny part was during our MT period when we were asked to write 6 compos bt just write one sentence fr each of the compo luh..

So we were asked to write turn by turn.. After finish writing one sentence we have to pass around..

what was funny was that they wrote a hell of nonsense .. =D

LOl.. N out of sudden , ANTONIO name came out..

This name was meant fr sumone actuali.. haha..

n sad to sae that the person didnt knew a lil ting bout tis...

Todae, during SST we were soo engrossed into maths..

n tomorrow, its the Meet The Parent Session.. bt i gt SC duty to do.. haha.. n todae Chem test SUCKS a whole big time.. IT WAS HARD SIA.. =( cnfirm fail..

till here then ppl..

loads of love.. muuah.. haha.. =D

p.s. I need a holiday n study at the same time luh..

2009-03-09T02:47:00.000-07:00

I pray to god that those who kept the grudge against me will finally open their eyes n reali see wats going on with them..

Ive never done anithink wrong to anione..
n why do u misunderstand me fr my words.. well.. look.. if u tink that u cant accept me for who i am n hate me sooooooo damn fuckin much.. TELL ME..
COS I DON FUCKIN DAMN CARE SIA..

I dun care .. seriously dun care.. Bt i can never accept about someone who talk fuckin wrong things bout me.. Bcos its like WATS WRONG WITH THEM..
If u were to talk bout tings that are true that i wont blog bout it..

But who cares.. im NOT gonna fight for anitink.. Ure makin me fuckin piss off..
Mind your words n attitude.. Cos u urself noe hw it felt wen ppl fuckin talk bout sometink not true with u..

To readers of my blog..
u dnt have to noe wat the hell im talikn bout..
N pls.. jgn terase k anione out there..
Cos im fuckin dont want to make it a BIG issue..
sumpah tk nk sia..

haiish.. hate me sooo much i wonder why.. cos u noe wat ppl are hating u more than u hate me..
suisui sia..

2009-03-06T08:41:00.000-08:00

Tuesday, 3rd March 09
There was a match btw the S League team WWFC N Young Lions..
N too bad , it came to a draw at the end with many goal opportunities fr WWFC...
Nah.. Nvm..
While me n mum waited for bro at the main entrance..
we saw the U18.. N OMG.. Most of dem were like mat reps.. No offence hah to those reading my blog..
no more comment..
Reached hme late cos dad brought us to eat outside at Madinah (Yishun)..

Wednesday, 4th March09
After school, I asked Jas to accompany me to the Wdland Lib..
So i waited for Jas to top up her card at the ticket counter..
While waiting for Jas, I turned and saw my ex..
Its like why i have to see him on that day.. The other day i saw was his mum n small sister..
I guess he saw me.. N i noe we will not going to talk forever unless he talk to me..
My friends said that still a tiny part of me still do love him..
Is it true??? i dont tink so..
Its not love nor bad hatred.. Cos im not like tat..
Watever.. I don even give a damn bout it..

Friday, 6th March 09
Todae NCDCC wasnt good for me nor for sum of the SNCOs n cadets..
Everything cocked up n it wasnt her fault at all..
Not of any of our fault.. Soo kcian syiqin.. I pity her.. =(
I cmpleted my hmk just nw.. Onli english ..
Soo tired to study today..

N mahi..
Dont tink bout wat we tok just now..
It wasnt true bout that.. Not at all.. Kawan tau.. Kawan jek..
Ape luh mahi,, haha.. =D
I wonder why do u keep on talking bout it..
its ntg k.. kk..
=)

till here then.. comp spoil.. trpakse use my sis laptop..
haha..

2009-03-05T05:11:00.000-08:00

Zul.. U shudnt have ask me to watch about him in the Youtube..
Cos DANIEL CARTER is soooooooooooooo HOT luh.. SPORTS HUNK..
Tasha le pengsan tau.. LOL.. =)
But he is SUPER FAST.. WOA.. haha .. =D

ill update fr the past few daes in the nx post..

2009-03-03T01:12:00.000-08:00

Last sunday, there was supposed to be a match btw Wdlands P League n SRC..
As u cn see frm the pic, it was raining cats n dogs..
Haish.. the match was cancelled..

Yesterdae, stayed back in school fr a while did on our project..
Suddenly, it started raining heavily like nobody business.. OMG..
No umbrella..
Den the lightning alert was until 7.. Reached hme yesterdae arnd 730..
Sooo tired..
Btw thnks zul for helping me carry my Bio book in ur bag.. Haha..
Nk selamatkn buku katekn...
N ya, nice talking to penguin..
Never in my life heard him tok to me.. haha.. =D

till here..
ill update soon...
=)

2009-02-27T07:07:00.000-08:00

Indeed, it was a tiring day for me...
In the morning, we had PE and had to run 2 km for the practice of 2.4km...
I was the first gerl to enter and my timing was not that good..
it was 10mins 45sec.. I had to try harder..

Yesterday, my family went to watch Wdlands Wellington FC vs Tampines Rovers FC (s League)...
I like Rezal Hassan... He is a skilled goalkeeper..
Preacious played yesterday.. haha.. no comments... Gt luh bt dun want sae luh..
The match ended with the score of 2-2 (draw)..
Tampines goals was scored by Sutee Soksomkit...
N saw my pri school fwen .. he played fr the U16 WWFC..
Then saw this U16 guy that looks exactly the same as this Pesilat .. Wonder if its him..
The U16 guys were quite HOT.. Haha..
Thats my comment on them luh.. Soccer guys..

Recently, i did super not gd fr common test.. Soo sad luh..
I need a lot of motivations from all those who knew me.. =(
I noe that i can do it..

Recently, i wonder why problems kept on merging in.. haiish... That gerl uh like want kene smack sia.. Like tink that she is one big fuck luh..
Sori using of unpleasant words..

2009-02-22T01:06:00.000-08:00

Saturday, 21/02
Yesterday, my family went to watch my abng match @ Woodlands Stadium..
Wdlands P League VS Tampines Rovers P League..
Based on our judgement, it was the worst ever game that they had played..
N OMG, the coach was damn stupid.. didnt change the captain when even the captain was already pancit.. Playing striker summore..
N the goalkeeper, cant even take goal kick n cant even catch the ball .. OMG...
Harapkn tinggi but no skills..
N my bro scored the onli goal wit the support of others..
N sis.. She was damn angry wit the coach ..
Haiish...

Before reaching the stadium, ME, MUM, DAD N SIS saw my EX at the junction near Wdlands Pri while we were in the car..
He was happily holding a girl's hand that might be his to be girlfwen or already girlfwen..
Like come on..
Onli 2 mths n a NEW GAL.. I dont even care luh .. U lied to me..
u said that it takes a longer time to 4get sumone that his with for soo long.. Bt.. haiish..
I thnk god for opening my eyes to see who is the real him..
Cant live without gerls around him...
I wanted to give him bck all the gift soo msged him yesterday night..
He said that it wasnt his gerl..
Soo.. now ure trying to sae that u wanted to be like a PLAYBOY playing with gerls heart..
n wat do u exactly meant by one of the msg?

"u pn same pe.. ingat i tk tau.. haha.. all the best.."

Me same.. For ur info, Im still single okae.. i expresses out my feeling on blog so if u were to read tis post, its of ur own accord..

Hmm.. When i tink back, The reason for breaking up with me its not about that problems..
but indeed, it was mayb about tis new gerl of urs..
Dont make any judgement yet cos i said its just MAYB..

Watever luh.. N one last ting, if u love that gerl.. love her FOREVER.. DNT TOY AROUND WITH THEIR FEELINGS..
GOT THE SATISFACTIONS OF BEIN AROUND WITH GERLS HAH..
GD..

=)

2009-02-20T05:03:00.000-08:00

p.s. Getting ready for CCA....

Friday, 20.02.09
CCA day today was indeed very tiring.. Sec 3 n 4 cmbine to do drills...
Before starting each activities, Mr Mike announce that for this year UNIT PROFICIENCY BADGE AMONG THE WHOLE NATIONWIDE NCDCC...
We actually won GOLD FOR THE FIRST TIME WE TRY.. OMG...
I couldnt believe it either..
All the cadets hardwork since 2005 had paid off...
Indeed, I AM PROUD TO BE AN SNCO IN NCDCC.. =)

On Wednesday, it was Syiqin 4E3 Bdae.. Happy Belated Bdae to her again... =)
N since i wasnt that busy for the day, i have asked Uan to teach me Maths..
Thnks to u, Uan.. Appreciate it lots...
Soo funny luh they all.. n heard bout their stories n jokes makes me laugh.. =D
Ltr at night, I went for a jog.. It is to build up my stamina back again.. Haha..

Recalling bck on Mon (16.02.09)
If i was not wrong, i went to tman Uan to stadium for awhile hoping that lucks going to be all around us..
haha.. =D Upon reaching, the office at the stadium was closed.. Ass luh.. =)
but we didnt give up..Tried alternative way..

To him.. Dont give up k even if u didnt got in.. There are always many chances out there..
Tried for other alternatives aite.. apologise if that wasnt my best to help you..
I cant do anitink else but to help thru those whom i knew onli.
I hope that u will still gt to achieve ur DREAMS like hw i wanted to achieve mine..
Remember keep in touch so ill knew if u got to achieve ur dreams tk... =)

DREAMS, ACADEMIC, CAREER, GOALS arent the same right?
When i grew up, hw i wish that i cud have both career in jobs n career in sports.. Fun kn..
I must start studying now.. Go TASHAA... =)

2009-02-15T03:16:00.001-08:00

Saturdae, went to watch Bro match @ Wdland Stadium..

The dae i went for Herbal hair treatment for FREE at YUN NAM..

On tis dae, I went to YUN NAM HAIR CARE for FREE hair treatment.. I have won $300 worth of Herbal Hair treatment.. Woo Hoo...
But after the free hair treatment, the consultant seems to be pestering me to sign up for 3-5 more sessions tat will gonna cost me $500 ..
OMG.. Where in the hell am i gonna cekup tat much money from..
For goodness sake, im still a full time student that has no Part time job..

Then on Friday, My mum's CLOSEST fren pass away..
She anggap my mum like her adk angkat ready..
It was unexpected.. Haiish.. Pity my mum now..
=(

Den on sat, I went to watch my abng match @ woodlands stadium..
Wdlands Pleague Vs SAF Pleague...
We reached 10-15 mins b4 half time..
A game played better cmpared to at Padang...

at night, while doing ART encountered wit sum kind of spirits seems to disguise as mum..
Fuckin shit..
But it didnt reali freak me out.. I wnder why must it disturb us...
WTH.. Show urself uh...
Shit luh tis all spirits..

MUM.. I LOVE YOU.. I will PROMISE to look after you.. Ure the light that shines in my life n u alwaes make my day.. =)

2009-02-09T02:41:00.000-08:00

These were sum of the pics i took on sunday during my brother match at the Padang...

Woodlands Prime League Vs SCC...

The day before on Saturday was indeed a tiring day for me..

I went to Pulau Ubin for Adventure Finale camp With NCDCC and sum other schools..

It was going to be the last time doing the flying fox, high element, tunneling at the Camp Resilience NPCC...

Sooo Fun.. Cant imagine it.. Met sum new fwens n played cncentration game to build the bond between group 2..

I enjoyed myself soo much...

I got to catch the leap of faith and cmpleted HRC...

haha.. =D

On Sunday, my mum n me had already plan to watch the match at padang..

Soo lng didnt go out arnd town area..

Cngrats fr tis friendly match that my abng gt to score the first goal with the support of Syam..

But OMG.. The goalkeeper like dont noe hw to catch the ball le..

Ended up kalah.. WTH.. But good try...

After match arnd 8 headed to MakS Place at Changi buy some food and ate at granny house...

Soo hungry...

Ltr at night arnd 11 plus wen sis gt hme.. A big surprise for us..

She bought for me n mum a pair of NIKE pump shoes that cost arnd $70 each..

But since it was the last dae at Expo sale she got 30 percent off..

Since she work there she gt the other 3 pairs frr n brought hme sum NIKE tshirts...

Haha.. =D Thnks sis.. I love u.. =)

Thnk god i was planning to save money jus to buy pump shoe ended up sis bought for me ready...

LOL...

Thnks once again.. =)

ending here....

P.S. WISHING MAHIRAH A HAPPY 16TH BDAE.. GERL.. I LOVE U SOO MUCH...mAY URE BLESS WITH A PINK OF HEALTH N HAPPINESS ALL YEAR ROUND.. THNKS FOR BEIN DERE FR ME AT ALL TIMES..

LASTLY, I LOVE U.. HEHE.. =D

2009-02-03T04:02:00.000-08:00

Saturday, 31 Jan...
In the morning, i went bck to school fr extra GEOG lesson.. Den, i went to tuition.. Bt b4 tat, i accompany Jas to Pasar.. Hehe.. =D
Arnd 3.30pm, met Jas again at Interchange.. Search the whole Causewae fr SUMTINGS okae..
I gt myself this cute super nice ZEN NOTEBOOK.. Its seriously super nice as shown in the picture..
Gt hme quite early as we're tired already n needed rest... =0

Sunday, 1st Feb...
Ive gt madrasah in the morning.. Gt bck hme took 912 bus at Woodlands Lame..
Damn god super long.. Ive waited more than 30mins plus
Then in the bus gt tis indian aunty cmplaining to me soo much.. Bout the bus luh, bout the provision shop luh.. Aiyoooo.. Tk kuase nk dngr.. haha=D

Mondae, 2nd Feb...
I went to school in the morning as usual.. Bt todae, after school gt mt oral by cikgu lisda..
Nervous fr a moment...
While i was waiting fr the bus.. Suddenly, Palat approached...
When i asked him who his with.. I turned n saw my EX.. =(
He seems to b njoying his life.. Bt i felt sad wen i saw him.. Out of sudden..
Reminded me of the past wen i cud still hug him tightly..
Wen nw i need sumone by my side, i cudnt hav u anymore.. Sad to sae outsiders that didnt even noe u saw u with sumone else..
Bt gd to hear that u have now move on..
haiish..

Tuesday, 3rd Feb
SST starts todae.. Indeed, everydae sooo super tired..
Skg, da flu.. aaaaahhhhh.. hw?
Test soo much..
Common test nt yet study.. ART not yet finish..
God,... Pls help me.. I nid sumone by my side to cheer me up..
Im soo stress.. Miracle.. Tats wat i nid now..

=(
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2009-01-29T21:56:00.000-08:00

Haha.. Kimberly.. i thank u soo much for copyright my entry on ur blog..
I dun mind if u wan do that but i seriously didnt expect that u wud sae n copyright everything onto ur blog..
If u want the whole school to noe bout it.. Might as well i suggest that u go n photocopy n paste it up around the school.. okae..
N then, it wud gonna be a discipline, police case.. everything.. since u love doing copyright n then tok bout me wen im not guilty or wrong at all..
Yup.. we shud tok... One dae perhaps..

Im not trying to accuse u.. yet i cn sae again now.. why mus u felt that im toking bout u?
Cos does it match everything?
Or mayb wat misunderstanding?

Do you ever tink that by copyright n post my entry on ur blog wud solve the cnflict?
Great.. ill drop the matter now, kimberly..
I wudnt want to have any cnflict with u at all.. Never have the intention..
Its up to u luh to tink negative ting bout me..

Ill end here.. If u wan solve the matter, we solve it with a mature mindset..
But listen up.. doesnt mean im queit or wat.. anione cn jus step on my head jus like tat..

If u were to go overlimit by posting my post on ur blog, i wont hesitate to bring the matter up as a discipline matter..
please.. jus be positive.. if u tink its a small matter.. drop the matter now.. n be a normal person...

2009-01-29T01:05:00.000-08:00

To the 'GIRL' ( U noe who u are)..
If u tink that im disguising myself as sumone else.. U gt it all WRONG... I didnt even have time to disguise myself as the person ure thinkin i am..
It may be the same IP ADDRESS.. But who in the hell wud i do that to u where i myself gt a hate tagger..
Fine.. Ill close the story bout tis hate tagger.. n i 4give u..
Im not that evil as to tag ppls tagboard using other persons name..
Ive gt my own name.. NATASHA...
So look, Do not have the negative mindset as to think that im the girl at ur blog..
Tis is the truth.. I can even swear that it WASNT ME...
If u still dont believe, by all means u can cnfront me or tok to my closest fren, Mahi..
Cos she noes everytink.. Ive had enuf of changing words with u..

N girl.. Since u noe that its u.. Good that u hav apologise..
Remember THAT IT WASNT ME..
U shud noe wat i meant..
Dont believe go n find out the truth n i oso wan to noe the truth from u..

2009-01-28T00:32:00.000-08:00

Some of tis pics creadits to my sis.. She has ntg betta to do bt to jus take pics lor..
haha.. =D
Yesterday, it was still Chines New Year holiday.. My sis had planned to cook for us.. Meatballs, Chicken balls, pasta.. its nice.. haha.. =)
So she decided to follow me n my mum to Causeway Point, Cold Storage to buy kitchen things..
Its been soo long since the three of us went out together.. haha..
Miss family outing but all of us seems to b soo busy with life..

To him, im gonna miss ur messages.. Hpefully u wont go inside cos u stil get the chance to study.. Pray hard its not gonna be for years...

Ive been wondering wats my mistakes to tis fuckin gerl who love fancy hate tagging ppl..
i have my own wae n u have urs k.. Stop hate tagging ppl wen they dont even interfere into ur life k.. I noe who u are but it wasnt the right time to cnfront u..
I believe in retribution n for sure, ull gonna get one..
Stop being a drama queen , Z.. Z Z Z.. WTF..

To him ( my past), its been soo long tat i dint met u.. I cant deny that the sadness did exist till now.. n nw its been like 1 mth plus.. Haiish..
I cant deny that i do miss u.. =(
Wat cn i do nw? NTG.. everythink seems impossible right..
Nw.. both of us have different wae of life.. =(

Its been soo long..
That i havent seen ur face..
I try to be strong..
But the truth i had is washing away...
It wont be long..
Before i get you by my side...
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Boy, i noe...
Mistakes we made between us two...
N we show...
ill ask that nite even said things werent true..
Watch u go...
N havent seen my boy since then...
What cn it be the wae it were cos u are my ................. ............ ...............
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The lyrics was frm Akon song ( Right Now)..
Im onli taking sum of the lyrics as it links a lil bit to my past...
=(

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2009-01-25T20:57:00.000-08:00

Anione soo free... Who want to watch INKHEART with me on VALENTINES...
HEHE.. =) I wud reali love to watch it.. hees...

2009-01-25T02:37:00.000-08:00

p.s. b4 going to madrasah just now..
p.s. Tis pic was taken b4 i head for my tuition, yesterday..

CHINESE NEW YEAR HOLIDAE coming up.. Yet, we were given tonnes of hmk again.. Art O Level first board not yet done.. haiish..
Yesterdae, went to tuition.. Im soo Happy now Iffah was the same tuition class as me.. Thnk god.. At least i do hav a fwen..

Just now, i went to madrasah.. I wonder why today everyone was late including the ustazah.. N im alwaes the first one to reach.. haha.. =)

Soo bored.. I WAN GO OUT LUH...
Haiish..

P.S. VALENTINES DAY cuming up.. =(
It wasnt like last yr.. Those were the daes.. But everything seems to pass soo fast...
If a lie wasnt told.. What do u tink its gonna happen now?

To my dear sonia, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.. =)

2009-01-23T04:12:00.000-08:00

During PE just now, we played 'baseball'.. Haha.. We had soo much fun catching, throwing the ball.. Till i fell over the cone.. N my body got stuck to it.. lol..
Todae there wasn't any NCDCC Training.. Thnk God..
But we were given the oppurtunity to visit SREE NARAYANA MISSION HOME FOR THE AGED SICK.. It was located at Yishun there..
Our class 4E5, had planned for a sing-along session, parcing the parcel.. In fact, they enjoyed soo much..
I came across many elderly and came to one grandma.. She cudnt speak CHINESE.. But she was a BABA.. that shocked me fr a while.. Her language spoken was a mixed of malay n english..
We took pictures with her wen she suddenly asked me if that was a handphone.. Soo, i said 'yes'..
Hence, she asked me to help her dial her daughter's hme no.. They were soo kiut..

We were given sometime to walk around the hme and then i n aishah met tis malay grandma..
She told us many differnt stories and she reminded me of my late grandma.. =(
I miss her soooooo much..
God please place her in the heaven..

Indeed, it was such an enjoyable day for me.. well.. I was still wondering if that previous3 post of her was meant for me..
cause im not that DUMB ASS okae..
Well.. look.. Everyone has their own life.. I do n u do.. Neither am i perfect nor 'U' are..
N i dun really mind if u wud like to comment anything on me.. But don make it soo EXAGGERATING..
Everyone makes mistakes.. Its jus a matter of how big or small the mistake is..
U dun even know what i went through during that point in time and u make a cnclusion tat it was a mistake of mine..
But.. It all started off wit the other party.. And as for you, Don think tat ure alwaes the Miss Right..
Hate it wen ure think tat the other party is always right..
Haiyo.. Why not u go look in the mirror first before u wud like to make any comment on my life..
I WILL NEVER GET TO FORGIVE YOU FOREVER.. NEVER...
=(
But still i will not say that all was ur fault.. It was oso due to sum other STUPID reasons..
NOW .. GO N HAVE UR LIFE..

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